the last time

I didn't know
the last time
was the last time
I would've did things differently

I would've hugged more
loved more
been more kind
I would've been more patient
more understanding
I wouldn't mind
I would've let go the small things
enjoyed the important things
and just let it go
I would've paid more attention
noticed any preference
let love show

but the last time
was the last time
and I still see you there
if I could wind back the clock
backwards walk
everything I'd share

but the last time
was the last time
and I didn't know
its so cruel
we're all such fools
to waste a minute
when we have love
to lose love
is to lose part of your soul
so you'll never be whole

because when the last time
is the last time
you want to pray
for another day
to be better, kinder
one more time

By Catherine Elder